a melange of paroxyms bittersweet & short.

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 09:06:37 GMT

IVE OFFICIALLY SHIFTED (: BYE.

Wed, 10 Sep 2008 16:58:21 GMT

i've this song inside my head.

went shopping today. basically another day of going just visiting taka & paragon. fel wanted to look at wallets (still...) so we went inside every single shop. jilyn and i were accompanying her but in the end jilyn bought a mini Loewe Amazona. the sales lady quoted her the wrong price. it was actually 2190 or somehting but she said it was 2090. and she chased us all the way to fendi so she could get the 100. fel kept insisting that jil shouldnt have listened to her :X

anyway, fel finally has her heart set on the fendi wallet (after like 93498394 months) and i've my heart set on the miu miu bow tie bag. at least i think so. haha, now im not really in the mood.e but i shall see how when i go shopping with my mum on friday. i'm already getting a new phone and i booked a villa for my birthday :X i NEED to save money.

alright, school tomorrow. pfft. bye.

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:58:57 GMT

okay, i just received a phone call from this guy who's like friggin rude. he called to ask if i own any UOB credit card, and i said yeah, and he went on and on and on, not allowing me to interject. finally, he paused, waiting to see if im interested in some stupid conversion plan thing, and i was like, er, mines actually a supplementary card. and he was like,' how old are you?' and i replied 19 and his tone just chnage. RUDE POK.

i've this urge to go back to germany and not come back.

quick update :D

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 07:21:40 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BARTY TAN (((:

okay, pics from yday up later when im back, gotta rush off now. BYEEZZZXXXXX.

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AM BACK. okay, shall upload pics of last night. so tired and there's school tmr. *&*&$@*&$(*&$(

can you see the amount of people who actually complied and was wearing white? :X

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 18:02:02 GMT

DEAR BARTY,
this is my breakup letter. im gonna turn lesbian for Leighton Meester.

IS SHE HOT OR WHAT?

PEE-ASS.
im kidding dear, you know i love you:D
.

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 15:47:33 GMT

i want to die i want to die i want to die.

i havent exactly been going to classes for the past week cos i've been having bad cramps and now i've this stupid presentation + test tomorrow which ive yet to prepare for. ARGGGGHHH.

this may be one of my worst period ever and ive huge breakouts. i hate being a female. omgomgomgomgomgomg. im going nuts.

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 16:21:17 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUUUUUM :DDD
more videocalls to come !

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 10:51:58 GMT

just got home from Wesley's Annual Food Fair. :D shall post pics from that night and stone till it's time for me to head out again.

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 17:55:34 GMT

DBL O sucked last night. the place was packed with ****** , and there was a fight when we wanted to get to the dance floor. OHOH, and shortly after that, there was a police raid. i bet half the patrons left. it was that bad. bumped into jo ann outside and we were both shouting across the plants about how stupid and ****ed up the place was. ohwellllllll.

in short, party succcccks. plus the huge dinner i had, i couldn't drink much. but i kept losing to jilyn and jamie playing 5-10. so 15mins after reaching that place, i felt sick. and it was so friggin cold at first we were all shivering. OH GOD. i dont even want to elaborate anymore.

had fun with my girls though, and i bumped into a few people whom i havent seen in 3874983743 years. so i guess it wasn't totally a waste. PHUTURE NEXT TIME BABES. NO MORE DBLO.

pictures up tomorrow.

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 14:54:03 GMT

YAAAAY \m/ the first day of year two was GOOOOOOD. totally impressed with the lecturer's credentials and i met like 749837498734 people today :D plus i get to laugh at jamie's haircut :DDD kidding.

two lectures tomorrow. can die manxxzzzx. anywhoot, i don't even know what lecture we had today, since it was basically just introductory lecture and everyone was just laughing at jody's and my surname. bleeeah.

CAN"T WAIT FOR 13th SEPTEMBER TO COMEEEE. :D

okay, see you'all l8.

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:55:08 GMT

last day of the holidays and i'm damn fucking depressed. it's the thought of having projects to do and waking up at 10am that kills me. i want to wake up late ! i want to be able to do what i want without feeling guilty ! i want to meet my friends without having to go to school to do so !

spent the last day of hols with the Tans. missed the olympics closing ceremony. I DIDNT EVEN GET TO WATCH THE OPENING CEREMONY. damn.

im thinking if i should eat now. i have to wake up early tomorrow :X or maybe i'l just cab to school. :D

okay, BYE.

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 08:34:37 GMT

i finally managed to download the song that fang kept playing nonstop in jc. wow, and that's like 2 years ago. man, i feel old.

im so sleepy. am supposed to be shopping now but barty woke up late so im still home. waiting for him to get ready so i can finally get started on my shoppppping. YAY. so excited. KNOW WHY? cos they just cleared my suppcard limit for last month. i love the 21st of every month :DDDDDD

plans tonight are cancelled cos of jamie. seee. the squares can't go out during hols :X

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 05:44:35 GMT

why's it always raining when i want to tan :X

HELLO ONLINE SHOPPING :D

okay, the stupid song is inside my head right now. SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE ITTTT.

fel, i think i found another band for you. similar to wethekings. faster come onlineeeeee :X

anyway, nice vid + song :D

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 17:20:19 GMT

if this is meant to make me happy, why am i always so miserable?

i've been questioning everything everyday. i'm so tired of living like this.

holidays end this week, i can't wait for school to start. and fuck persuasion.

nice website from fel : here

and hello china

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 10:00:14 GMT

hello all i had a nightmare while taking a nap just now. it was really freaky cos it felt super real, i dreamt that i was trying to sleep (and i was, and "WE" were both in the same position), and i heard someone open the door and walked in, sitting on my bed. i thought it was barty coming in to check in on me, so i turn around and there was nobody. but it still feel as if someone was sitting at the end of my bed. so i turned around and decided to sleep the other way, when i felt someone walking around my room again. i screamed for barty. and i woke up to find myself screaming for barty still. it's really freaky.

thank God barty ran in after i screamed, cos i was bawling by this time. and i've NEVER ever cried because of a nightmare before. this is so weird.

im stil having a heaadache, and im not looking at what im typing. i wont sleep the same anymore.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO YOU TOO.

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 08:17:33 GMT

the tune to this commercial has been stuck in my head for weeks. thought i'd do it justice by memorising the lyrics instead of just stringing random words along to the tune. yes, i am this bored.

I love the mountains, I love the clear blue sky
I love big bridges, I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world, and all it's sights and sounds
Boomdeyaada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love the ocean, I love real dirty things
I love to go fast, I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world and all it's craziness
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love tornadoes, I love arachnids
I love hot magma, I love the giant squids
I love the whole world, its such a brilliant place
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada,

IM BORED.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 16:15:29 GMT

01. Are you a chinese or english freako?
well, considering hardly of my friends speak Chinese, and I usually talk to people in English, I am NOT a Chinese freak-o?

02. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
if I’m not wrong, I’d probably be stuck in a position, hopefully not a weird one.

03. Prefer a playpool or playground?
ground. im afraid of water. Hah.

04. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
gossip about others, duuuh.

05. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
well, let’s just say you must have some complications to enjoy and appreciate the simplicity.

06. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
alphabets. But I don’t think im that bad with with numbers, considering ive an E for my cmaths in jc.

07. What makes you pissed off?
lot of things, like when things dont go according to plan. Don’t even get me started.

08. How’s your childhood?
traumatic but yet heartwarming at the same time.

09. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
uh huh.

10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
depending on whatever kind of day it is. If it’s an unusually bad day, shit man, it’s too long.

11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
most of the time. Hey, people judge me too.

12. What is attractive in your eyes?
many many pretty things.

13. Do you like the day or night, explain why?
night, because Im usually not that much awake in the day.

14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatiable desires?
insatiable desires of course. I still want that chanel bag and the pendant and the chanel pumps.

15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how will you react?
if it’s my desktop, I’d kick the CPU. If it’s my laptop, I’d bang my keypad, all the while screaming ,“FUCK!!” or “WHAT THE FUCKKKK!!???!”

16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it longed predestined?
don’t know, usually, I think my life is some sort of a curse.

17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so?
I don’t try to forget anything, and that sucks. I’ve a pretty damn good brain for bad memories.

18. In your mind, why colours are out here?
to make the world a more beautiful place, cue “awww”

19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
yeaa, im a sucker for such stuff.

20. Describe yourself as in attitude?
ive been told by many to be a spoilt brat. Hey, it’s an only child thing.

21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
yes.

22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live;
Uhhh, WHEN I get to live? What kinda question IS this?

23. What is your ambition in life?
to have climbed the highest mountain, swam the deepest ocean (and not die), be an f1 racer etc etc

24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
no.

25. Describe music in your life
well, I listen to it while traveling, when im feeling down/happy. So basically it surrounds me.

26. Which country you would like to go; when you can afford it?
bora bora.

27. What do you think blogging is about?
desperate people wanting fame or people lamenting about life.

28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold off?
no idea. I go by phases.

29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
well, it used to be “WTF AGAIN” in sec/jc. Now it’s “fuck, fail and I’d have to retake the bloody module”

scream it like you mean it.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 09:00:25 GMT

for some strange reason, blogger is being a pain in the arse.

anyway, been mulling over a lot of things recently. i've been trying to push everything back because of exams and projects and all, but now that im done with everything, i've ran out of excuses to not think about it. its not that im afraid of it, or maybe i am. i want things to be different, but i dont want them to be different too. i dont know what i want anymore, but yet i want things to be right, to be fair. i don't want to have to be stuck in situations like these for the rest of my life, i can't deal with it.

everything's a mess in my head right now. my eyes are all blurry.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 18:17:16 GMT

the holidays are here and im spending my first night at home. was supposed to meet the rest at dempsey but i through with my allowance for the month already. so im staying home till mum (hopefully) transfer the funds in tomorrow. couldn't use my supp card cos im TRYING to save money (it's already half gone anyway.. judging by the no. of cabs i've been taking).

headed down to town after exam to meet barty at the better toy store for the interview. found out that the shop is actually losing money cos they're organising events without asking members to pay a cent for it. hope it doesn't close down, i love tbts :X

it's weird.throughout the semester, i always feel like there are so many things i want to do but i couldnt cos i've projects &assignments & quizzes & midterms& finals. but now that im free, i can't seem to find anything to do around the house.

going to sleep now. meeting lana tomorrow and im supposed to sleep earlier, cos the last time we were supposed to meet, i havent slept for 2 days. HAH. okay, bye.

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 17:47:19 GMT

my favourite item from Rapture[:

last paper tomorrow and im still 3 chapters away from completing it.

okay, i should stop watching rapture videos. stupid jilyn went to post it.

hols from tomorrow onwards. plan for the next 3 weeks ==> tan tan tan tan tan.

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 17:12:45 GMT

this semester has caused my bioclock to go haywire, i don't remember the last time i slept before 3am. would have to alter my bodyclock soon, next sem i'll be having lessons from 9am onwards. fuck man. who the hell wakes up at 7am nowadays. god.

i hate having breakouts. weirdly enough, i have breakouts during my period. not before. rarrrr.

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 09:04:43 GMT

hello all, picture post as promised :D

in the library while we were doing our research ppr. bad haair day :X

post-Rapture 2008. show was brilliant, i love the acts by KidsOnTheMove & The ACS junior kids. friggin cute :D, not to mention, the Cresent Girls performance and of course, performance by SAJC :D better than the one i went the other time when i was in J1. ohweeellls.

proud of myself, i completed my individual ad presentation, aristotle essay, research paper and group presentation all within this week. it's friday now and it's finally the time to relax, before finals next week and hols from then. woot !!!! \m/

the only thing that's real.

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 18:06:16 GMT

got this from killthesexhoe , it's really haunting. watch it if you guys have 15mins 09sec to spare.

finally met up with the boyfriend (: LOOOOOOVE.

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:54:01 GMT

i completed my 3 page essay last night while chatting on msn / playing guitar hero/ watching cable and packing for today. i am so proud of myself (:

have to get ready and leave soon (: watching SAJC's rapture at the esplanade later w the rest. been so long since i've watched rapture.

yawwwwwwwwwn. not coming back home tonight, going straight to school from fel's place tomorrow. be back with picture update (:

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 12:29:52 GMT

i am supposed to be doing my aristotle assignment but i've no idea how to start. firstly, it's because we weren't even taught on anything by aristotle, except to write enthymemes and about his 3 forms of persuasion waaaay back in COM 101. soie've to start now by reading his 3 friggin books. and i only gave myself one night to do research + the 3 page essay because i figured it's enough. ohwell, i stopped panicking about assignments ever since they started dumping 6-8 projects per semester. im just irritated that i can't start on my work now without first reading the 3 books.

was supposed to present today but it got pushed back till thursday due to time constraints. it's fairly irritating, cos i spent last night doing that and the research paper which was due today. could have focused more on rp if i'd known that it was gonna be pushed back, sillycow.

bad cramps this afternoon. felt like the blood was draining from my brain to my toes and flowing out from my toenails. felt weak the entire day and it got worse after school. wanted to cab home but i cabbed to school in the morning so i felt bad. ohwell, at least there's no school tomorrow so i can "rest".

alright, gonna watch tv now, i'll worry about my aristotle later.